One day at a time, that's what we're told it's hard to do that when you have cancer. 2016 I was giving the wrong results of my pap screening. Then again in 2019. I was diagnosed in 2021. Everything happened so fast I couldn't even process everything right. I felt like a robot floating around doing everything I was supposed to, while thinking how did this happen to me. I got to a point where I just accepted everything for what it was, I told my kids everything will be fine no matter what happens if I die or live we will be fine. Today I don't let cancer rule my life. There are some days I really get down but I snap out of it. I see life differently now, it's like I have new eyes only if they weren't so blurry lol. I'm on keytruda and I haven't had a lot of issues other than I'm tired all the time. I'm on disability and it's not enough to live on. I'm greatful to be alive and enjoying my dog and grandbaby.